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Monday, January 16th, 2006
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i found this a while ago.
years ago. and i still have it saved.
someone else wrote it. it might even have been a friend.
so if you're that friend, and you're reading it
don't think i'm trying to pass if off as my own.
regardless, it made me laugh.
What's up with every person in the world that signs on AOL or AIM or whatever the fuck, and immediately puts their away message on. If you're gonna be away, don't fucking come! Ok, sorry, I'm guilty of this too. But I think I'm gonna stop. Cause that shit's just sad. The only reason people leave their away message on forever is so they can make an attempt to measure how cool they are or how many friends they have. Even though their real friends barely ever respond to it, or leave a message, let alone the other unnecessary 127 kids on their buddy list. And then you're really let down when no one responds. But you know what, it's better no one respond than get one of those messages from SxyLdy8351 telling you she's hot and horny and just got her web cam working, so come look at her pictures. Cause this way it gets your hopes up, and then just drops you on your ass when you realize it's one of those. And even worse, the kids that go on and have to read every last away message that's up, even though they barely have anything to do with half the kids. I mean, I really don't care to know that Kevin is working out, if he's not online, I would naturally assume he's doing something else, does it matter what it is? And do I care if you're "city w/ my loves... call the cell x0x0." See, these people do need to realize that if you're somewhere with you're "loves" than there's prolly no one else around that will respond to that, nor call your cell. YOU FUCKING IDIOT! Actually, I think leaving a cell phone number isn't so bad, it's like saying "Well, though your first attempt to contact me didn't work out so well, because I'm not glued to my computer, here is a number where you CAN reach me. And that's good. But just "call the cell" does not help anyone you stupid bitches. But either way, whether it says call the cell, or gives the cell number, people should be specific on who they would want calling, cause if I just started calling all the numbers of the people who left fucking "call the cell" away messages...well they'd be like "What the fuck are you doing?" And I'd be like, "Well I read your away message, it said to call you, you told me to call you, I was just doing what you asked." And they'd be like "Hang up asshole."
sad, but true. anyway.
it's monday and i wish it was thursday.
oh well, time for class.
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(4 off the hook | pick up the telephone )
| Time: | 12:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | the postal service. |
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as i already started, the majority of my entries are going to be friends only.
so comment if you want to be added.
and comment if you want to stay my friend, i'm cleaning my friends list out.
any one have a good 'friends only' banner i can steal?
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good weekend.
dan came to pick me and amanda up thursday afternoon. good times.
thursday night a bunch of us went to ritas. i loooooove ritas.
friday michael and i drove around, went to woodbridge mall, then to laura and carol's soccer game.
they both played wonderfully and they won! back at will's we watched old skool and got BK.
michael and i did a lot of talkkking friday night. i loveee us and how we can always talk about everything.
we're never afraid to say what's on our mind and we always let each other know.
and neither of us are afraid to say 'im sorry' when needed ♥
saturday carolanne and i went to woodbridge mall (again).
i picked up some applications on friday and i brought them back.
i bought michael the blood brothers track jacket that he's been dying to own.
we went to visit him at work to give it to him. it fit him perrrrfect.
saturday night we all hung out at carolanne's.
( piccccturessss )
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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happy birthday hitler.
RIP hitler.
RIP columbine.
okay that was uncalled for.
but happy holidays potheads.
yesterday was beautiful. nikki and i were on the green all afternoon.
i got some color, and some sunburn on my shoulders.
today was 86 degrees, steph and i felt like we were at a beach house.
we woke up early, tanned for 2hrs, got lunch and headed back to our hot room.
rested a bit, then went to the baseball game at 330.
i'm in history now, and it's going to feel so good to hand in this damn paper.
i've been spending all week reading and writing about friggen frederick douglass.
six more days left of classes. then finals. damn.
i can't wait until history is over.
this class is hell.
and speaking of hell, i bet my dorm room is hotter then it.
and speaking of the dorms, does anyone else think the trees outside smell like foul semen?
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(5 off the hook | pick up the telephone )
| Time: | 9:49 pm. |
| Music: | the shins. |
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my computer is overflowing with new pictures
and since i finally finished my child development project, i can post them.
i apologize if it takes twelve hours to load, there are a lot.
does everyone like when i post pictures? i never get anymore comment on them.
( more from wills party )
( this weekend )
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i will soon update with more pictures from:
wills party
friday
yesterday
etc.
eRoCKraZoR (5:28:16 PM): a heavy drunk girl grabbed my balls last night
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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what a good week.
thursday morning beth and i skipped english.
i slept in a bit, then steph and i got pretzels and subs, mmmm.
i ate half of my sub and saved the other half for later.
math dragged on forever, but he finally ended. i headed back to boland to get ready.
i did my hair, and sat down to finish my sandwich. marissa was getting out of class.
fucking fire drill. cool. it wasn't really a drill though.
there was a small fire in an outside garbage can. cool story.
i called austin outside and talked to him for the 30minutes we had to stay out.
i got back in, packed, etc, and marissa and i headed out for the concert.
mucho fun. got a little lost, then once we got there we waited in the car for bit.
everyone around us was drinking and smoking up, but we played it cool.
a little after seven we got out and got on line, it moved MUCH quicker then we thought.
my brother and lisa met us by the seats. yay.
the format came on... AMAZING. i love them to death and they were spectacular.
between them and jimmy eat world we went to meet up with barry and kelly.
we checked out the $5 pretzels, $2 cookies and $4 brownies, and passed.
we ran into heath & casey and a bunch of WSOU people who had really hot VIP box seats.
so, what the heck, they invited us in. good times.
perfect view of the stage, perfect sound- no annoying 14y olds in skirt, and comfy seats.
after a little while, halifax walks into the room. awesome.
i'm not a huge huge fan of their music- it's good- but they're SUCH sweet boys, which makes me a huge fan now.
jimmy eat world was mediocre as usual. between sets they played really cheesy oldies.
my brother texted me 'why are more people dancing to this CD of 70s Gold Vol. 5 then they were to Jimmy?' haha.
i was really surprised at how much taking back sunday improved live. very impressed.
we left a little early to beat traffic and ish. i went home with my brother.
jammed to guster in the car, i missed that.
i crashed, and totally passed out at about midnight- which i haven't done in months.
yesssssterday michael and i drove around a bit and then went to kennedy park.
i lost my earrings on the tire swing because mike thought it would be funny to violently swing me around.
not funny. regardless, we went to the mall to try to get new ones. no luck.
we did run into will and laura. YAY! we always run into them. it's fate.
michael refused to hold my hand in the mall, but it's okay. i forgive him.
we went back to my house so i could put in new earrings, and we stopped by michael's work.
he was going to pick up his paycheck a day early so we could go to arrirang.
he wasn't able to get it, but it's okay- taco bell is second best. honest. i love that place.
we went to howie's for a bit, went to walmart, etc etc etc etc etc.
then all three of us met eric at taco bell. yesssssss.
michael went howie's car and i went with eric and we all went to acoustic night.
eric and i totally sang i can make a mess and it was hot.
at acoustic night, i saw lianne, lierin and ariana. yay! i haven't seen them in a while!!
afttttter the show, we went to erics for a split second to get his guitar.
street jam for a minute, bathroom break at the griffiths, then cold stone!
will and laura met us there and we harassed angie on her break.
back at howie's we played with his powerhorn. good times.
then i went over michael's for a little bit, okay i long bit.
we myspaced, and danced, and napped. fun fun fun.
today i am suppose to meet rob at menlo mall, he is going to help me collect applications.
then tonight or something carolanne, michael and i are going to sayreville bar. hot.
angies party later probably.
back to school tomorrow. boo.
i'm tired. i want to go back to bed.
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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today (monday) has been the most productive day i've had in a long time.
i woke up at 6am to register for class and i got everything i wanted!
i'll post it later.
i went back to sleep for a little bit then woke up at 830 to go to breakfast with the girls.
we only had class for an hour because there was a special mass for the pope at eleven.
after all that, we came back to the room and we filled out our housing applications for next year.
at two, we went down to hand in our forms and it was chaos.
hopefully me steph and beth will be able to get a triple next year, that would be ideal.
beth went to work and i made steph skip her 230 class.
we handed in our summer housing forms in duffy hall then we to get some lunch.
beth got out of work at 430 and we went with her to the cove so she could get something to eat.
i got coffee, which was much needed.
back in our room, we watched home fries (worst movie ever, but also so good). i napped a little.
at 830 we headed out to the green in our big hoodies with blankets to watch meet the fockers.
very fun. pretty uncomfortable but we met some people and had a good time.
steph and i left a little early because it was maddddd cold. and we had major ADD.
to warm up we got milkshakes.
back in the room we had the most intense work out to fat boy slim and jock jams.
we got all dressed up in adidas shorts, and tanks and our sneakers. it was fun.
we tried to learn the napoleon dynamite dance... that shit's fucking hard.
we got the first few moves done. we'll still work on it one step at a time.
after an hour or working out we turned in at midnight.
we were going to wait up for wonder shozen at one- but yahoo tv says its a repeat.
i should be in bed because im exhausted.
but here is my schedule for the ( fall semester )
tomorrow we're watching to kill a mocking bird in english.. i don't know why we didn't even read it.
after math, me beth and steph are gunna try to go to the gym or just jog around campus.
we have a quiz in computers tomorrow night.
then there is the comedian afterwords. awwoooo!
hopefully wednesday we'll walk downtown and get lunch.
thursday beth and i are skipping english because we're due for a day off.
thursday night is the jimmy eat world/taking back sunday/the format concert.
marissa is coming with me!! and we got a car to take us there! ahhhhh i'm so excited.
we're meeting my brother and this girlfriend there. and he should bring me home that night.
friday morning i finally have an ear doctor apt. i hope this weekend is as good as the last.
this entry is 10x longer then i thought it was going to be.
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(2 off the hook | pick up the telephone )
| Time: | 8:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  giggly. | | Music: | mae: we're so far away.. |
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gosh. im so pissed off.
i ordered two tickets a long time ago for the jimmy eat world/tbs/the format concert on thursday.
and now i have no one to go with. no one can go. and it's killing me.
so not only do i owe my brother $35 for a wasted ticket,
i don't even know if i can go myself because i have no one to go with.
this is the last time i buy a ticket for anyone, unless i get the money before hand.
if anyone wants to go, or knows someone who does... let me know.
on a lighter note. im stressed. okay it's not a lighter note.
registration for spring classes is tomorrow at 6am.
i'm not looking forward to waking up that early, but i'm looking forward to getting it over with.
next year is going to be awesome. i hope.
i'm also stressed because i have tons of work to do tonight.
but on a real lighter note, the weekend was amazing (not that i expected it to be any less).
friday carolanne came to pick me up. we saw a fire on the parkway. it was cool. sorta.
we went to best buy to get wills gift, then to shoprite.
we all went out to chilis for will birthday.
we = me, carol, eric, howie, will, laura, angie, lauren, vicky and liz.
back at will's house the party started. madd fun.
pictures to follow.
yesterday i had some company over and my dad made the best dinner ever.
after, michael and i went to best buy. i got pi (the movie), and my roommate a gift.
i got her 'home fries'. long story. i also got the new mae cd. fucking amazing.
we ran into will and laura! it was good. then we called carol and told her to come.
we hung around in best buy for about an hour, then me carol and michael went to cold stone.
i got pulled over by a cop on the way there, but i got out of the ticket. it's my charm, i know.
we saw a cop at cold stone and it was funny. carolanne gave her number to some guy.
we ran up and down elevator and i fell on the floor for laughing so hard.
michael came over after and it was nice.
today when i got back to school steph and i walked downtown.
it was so beautiful out. we went to doukin dounuts for lunch and got bagels. mmm.
this week should end. now. and thursday night should be begin. thank you.
( awwoooo!! )
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i'll update later tonight.
with tons of pictures.
but for now.
i just wanted to say i finally got the new mae cd.
and it is fucking fabulous.
everyone should go out and get it now.
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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yessss i made it through the week and the weekend is finally here.
monday night the girls and i ordered cluck u and hung out a bit in my room.
tuesday was a long day but after computers we just felt the need to get pizza hut.
we watched eurotrip. very interesting.
wednesday before history a bunch of us walked downtown to 'its a wrap'.
mmmm such a nice treat. the wraps and smoothies were delicious.
i can't wait to have my car on campus next year and go there all the time.
wendesday night we went to this carbert thing in the cove. i left a little early.
today was long. and tiring. english was horrible; we watched some black and white movie.
i got my math test back in math and i failed it. i was so upset.
i haven't failed anything this semester yet. damn.
me steph and beth left diverse learners early because we told our professor that we had a meeting.
that class is so bizarre and no one does anything. everyone is so confused.
steph left already to go home and beth is leaving later tonight so it's just me and nikki.
marissa is having some friends from home to visit so i'll probably go hang with them later.
i can't wait for tomorrow. michael/awoo dinner/wills party/etc.
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i'm sitting in english and im well aware i should be paying attention to class...
but i haven't since day one, so what the heck- lets update.
i have too much on my mind to listen anyway.
the weekend was great.
austin came to get my friday afternoon. i treated him so some top-notch lunch at mcdonalds.
after that i went home and got ready to go out. i picked michael up and we stopped by edgars party.
...intresting. i had enough after fifteen minutes, and we left to go to the griffiths.
hung out for a while, then to cold stone. howie and i got applications. good times. i need a job.
hung out some more, then went home for an early night.
saturday was a beautiful day.
wait, that's a joke.
it was raining so much, and so hard, but i still managed to visit michael at work.
he came over at night and we watched garden state. damn, he looks like zach braff.
cuddled/napped/etc until early.
sunday. back to school.
this week should be really stressful but i'm too ignorant to see it.
i've been getting my work done and i've been proud.
i've always saved time for myself and the girls.
too bad i don't have time to sleep. haha.
it's tuesday. two more days. friday should be nice.
[i miss you]
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i've came to the conclusion that my roommate stephanie and i are the weirdest people i know.
and by weirdest i mean fucking hilarious.
let me explain.
so one day she was setting her alarm and the radio was on.
the electric slide came on so we got up and did it. it was 2am in the morning.
we go to get subs at midnight when we're craving.
we pass the remote control from bed to bed at night and one time she hit me in the face with it.
we make fun of people who fall in the snow.
we sing. loud. and make up songs about people we hate. ex: woman eyes.
we go to get milkshakes and i somehow end up spilling it all over myself and steph's carpet.
-she laughs. i choke.
we fall off of our beds at random times,
and since we're too lazy to get the strength to pull ourselves back in, we lay on the floor for a while.
her alarm clock goes off at random hours durning the day.
we sing our thoughts. ex: 'i have to wash my faaaaaaace!!!'
we're convinced we're twins because we both get bruises/cuts/pains in the same place at the same time.
we trip over blankets, and iced tea bottles.
we, 'don't mess around.'
we fabreez our clothes because we're too cheap to pay 75cents for the laundry machines.
we eat chocolate that tastes like smoked meat. but not because we like it.
i spew out cup noodles- out of my nose because she said something funny.
we watch endless hours of 'friends' because she has them on DVD.
walking down the hall, steph runs full force into the pay phone.
our window is broken and hits us in the head when we try to close it.
we photoshop pictures of us and put our computers professor in them-
-and put them into our projects so he can see.
we play itune wars.
when one of us is out of the room we play 'background' wars.
and fuck with each others backgrounds on our computers and put random pictures from random website.
-ex: mullets, men in tights, deer, laundry machines, etc.
we turn each other pictures upside down on our bulletin board when we're in class.
there is more. but i'll save it for later.
this is our proof:
okay i'll update about my weekend later.
it was amazing.
but now onto the massive amounts of work i have to do.
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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sneaking out of your back window
i think i left behind my shadow.
the thought of you makes me smile.
so sprinkle your pixie dust on me
lets fly way to never never land.
just you and me.
hold my hand, here we go.
take the first star on the right,
and straight on to morning.
think happy thoughts.
i'm flying away,
will you come with me?
we'll never grow up.
we can never go wrong.
we can never be wrong.
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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my ear still kills, but i'm getting through the week.
i woke up this morning deaf again.
it keeps clogging and popping and i was to cut it off.
it hurts so much, i don't know if these drops are doing much.
i don't know what wrong with me, i'm always getting sick.
i feel like such a dramaqueen brat who is always complaining about something.
i never used to get sick until the past few months.
this is lame.
i miss him.
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it's (monday). so i update.
i woke up this morning deaf in my right ear.
after a few minutes i gained hearing but it was still really clogged.
throughout the day it started to ache so my mom took me took the doctor when she got home from work,
inner ear infection. it hurts like hell. i got ear drops but they're weird.
i don't know how to put them in but steph said she'll help me.best.roommate.ever.
easter break was great.
thursday maria and i were suppose to hang out, but i couldnt get in touch with her.
instead michael and i went to cold stone and surprised carolanne with some when we invited ourselves over.
we stayed at her house until she kicked us out.
friday was awoo football game. hardcore. girls vs boys.
me laura and vicky against will howie and eric. boys won.
then it was me howie and eric against vicky laura and will. my team won but it was a close game.
i almost broke my wrist falling off of the fence on the way off of the field. shut up.
it was a very nice free day. free fun. free meal. free entertainment at night.
after football, back to will and howies. their mom made us a yummy dinner.
we were all broke so at night we played cards and watched a movie. low key night, still very fun.
saturday austin and i were going to go to lunch but i got lazy, overslept and refused to shower.
i went to visit michael at work. he set off the alarm on his way out. what a winner.
at night we went to cold stone (again). then B&N. then we drove around aimlessly for hours.
hung out at a park, drove around some more, followed people for fun, then hung out at his house for a bit.
we watched the breakfast club. good times.
sunday was easter and again, i went to mike's work. i met his boss... crazy guy.
i went to my aunts house for easter dinner. i love my little cousin madeline. so friggen cute.
michael felt rich and when i got home, he said we should go to the movies.
not only did he treat me, we saw ice princess. awesome. we went to the pank afterwords.
so today i woke up with an inner ear infection. wtf?
i'm back at school now.
i don't want to go to class tomorrow.
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 11:42 pm. |
| Music: | old school something corporate. |
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so easter break, for me, started last night at 915.
it would have started today at 730, but i just said 'fuck it' and skipped history.
my brother came to get me around five.
it was so pretty driving home. and that sounds odd but let me explain.
i know the parkway is not the most beautiful road to drive on
but there was a lot of traffic, and we were going really slow.
i kinda felt like i was in a music video, one of those slow motion ones.
the snow was falling and i was looking off into the distance.
the garden state soundtrack was playing in the background.
i was just taken to another place.
for a moment, the rest of the world didn't matter.
the parkway always reminded me of the summer.
windows down, hair flying around, holding hands with a boy and smiling-
-singing along to songs that we used to call ours.
i saw it totally different today, and it just took me.
this sounds lame, but it meant a lot.
i've always associated the parkway with a few specific days-
with a few specific people
going to a few specific places.
i don't need to mention when, who and where.
but this day will be added.
it feels good to get away from the past.
i've been over things for a while now, but it finally feels good to look back
and not feel like i have to vomit.
it feels good to finally be able to think about amazing memories
and not feel as if i'm going to break down in tears the next time i hear a postal service song.
the keyword lately has been perspective.
perspective and taking things in context.
i don't know where i'm going with this.
it makes sense in my head.
i've been really stressed out lately.
i can't even put a finger on what's wrong.
i guess my classes, registering for the summer and fall, etc.
today was nice.
slept late
danced in pajamas with my roommate
danced in the snow
had a moment in the car
went out to dinner with my family
spend time with my parents and brother
yeah yeah yeah.
good weekend ahead.
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